This feeling inside
Feels like something has died
I was well off ignorant
Why did they teach me
What is right and what is wrong ?
What did they want me to see?
What did they want me to know ?
What do they still want me to show?
Haven't they ravaged me enough
Made me fragile when I was so tough ?
What do they want now when its all done ?
Times have flown and my heart is sour
The remaining pieces are still lost in the dark
I searched so hard to fix it back
I am lost in dungeons that pull me hard
Why did they use me when I was a misuse?
Why did they shun me and left me to abuse?
Why did they come forth and run back again ?
Why did they make me come alive from dead?
And killed me yet again...
Why did they say it all and meant no word?
Why did they show me the other side of the world ?
Why did they? Why did they ?
The answers are yet to unfold
And when I wanna pursue them
Its of no use I am told
Am tired of running from the shadows of the past
Engulf me or throw me aside
These feelings are so dead inside...
Will kill me... it will decide


Kanch