A Note !

A slight fear of some kind
So would it be fare
To tell you what's on my mind
Could I actually dare ?
A deep longing to get u out
Of the pain
And all the doubts
That somewhere went in vain
A stolen gaze at you
Without a hope or two
A smile on my lips
A slight tap on my fingertips
A small attempt to make you smile
Even for a little while
Some more time with you
Without a hope or two
Would u feel offended
On what I write
Just now I don't seem to know
What's wrong and right
I can do nothing more nor less
Can I help you
To get out of this mess
I can say its gonna be fine
But don't really know how to define
Perhaps these words would be hidden somewhere
And maybe even If I did want
I would not be able to share
Of what it means for me
To have to see
You in pain
May be the extents I know
Not how to show
Yet I 'd do anything to make you smile
Even for a little while
Some more time with you
Without a hope or two

Sometimes you may think
Without a space or blink
I keep hovering round your bed
Just to keep an eyes on what's there
Just to let you know I care
And sometimes feel like watching you
Like a distant view
Letting someone else play the game
Its just not my name
Old times were good
New ones will be better
Just keep a happy mood
And let not yourself scatter
Cause when u'd fall
I would want to hold you back
And now I wish you would never have to call
That you would never have to fall
A stolen gaze again at you
Without a hope or two

Right now rest your mind in peace
For it has been abandoned for long
Let your heart get back all the pieces
And sing your favorite song
Dance to the tunes you wanna make
Jive to routines you wanna break
Freedom is what calls upon you now
Worry not...fear not as to how
Roads and ways will be built on it own
You are on your own but not alone
I may tread closer if not with you
Again without a hope or two....

Goodbyes!

Let me make it up

To you tonight

Let me take your hand

And tell you sorry

That we had to fight

Let me close my eyes

And see your face again

The hurt that I caused

And all the pain

Let me seep through

What your mind has to say

From the day we parted

Till today

Let me hold my thoughts

While I try to read yours

Those which were ruptured

Are beyond any cures

Let me sit down for a while

And bask in the glory

of the times

I made u smile

Let me walk the beach

I walked holding your hand

And watch the waters wipe out

Our names from the sand

Let me hear the last song

To which we danced

For the first time

Let me relish the taste

Of our first kiss

And preserve your smell

Like the perfume that I'd miss

Let me for once

Close my eyes again

And see the face that is

Fading away all my pain

Let me drop this tear

To your name

And along with it

Drop your claim...