Wishes

the way i go, do i know ?
or am in simply pushing myself ?
do i have time to grow?
or has it been too late ?
i dont know...i am lost
for my follies are now shown
i had to pay a life tine cost
just once i should have known
we see different stars in the sky
and i wish over one
seems like my star has lost, gone by
if only the battle had i won...
i call upon something i dont see
which i know is incredible
and when i realise what i could be
i wish i had time to belive it...

ps: wrote it on 12th dec 2005... a phase i wish never to repeat...we learn from our mistakes...i m glad i resurrected myself from them.

dreamzz

I know not where you go
Do i have the power to lean on you ?
would you decide for me, would you know?
that i hold my breath through you...
i close my eyes,
my tears seem to break
the numerous forms
i wish you to take...
my mind runs at a pace
i myself cannot face.
you seem distant...yet i know
you're only mine...
you would never leave,
even though life may seem to drift away
i wouldnt have to grieve
Even if wanted to run away
you come in different ways....
"sometimes in my reality...i tend to forget your existence"