Wishes

the way i go, do i know ?
or am in simply pushing myself ?
do i have time to grow?
or has it been too late ?
i dont know...i am lost
for my follies are now shown
i had to pay a life tine cost
just once i should have known
we see different stars in the sky
and i wish over one
seems like my star has lost, gone by
if only the battle had i won...
i call upon something i dont see
which i know is incredible
and when i realise what i could be
i wish i had time to belive it...

ps: wrote it on 12th dec 2005... a phase i wish never to repeat...we learn from our mistakes...i m glad i resurrected myself from them.