Just like that ...random series 3

Another mundane tuesday...who feels like "visiting" lectures when one cant yet get over the waves, the music, the vodka, the beer that once so desirable devoured in the last two days and nights. Its like someone jolting me from the most beautifuk dream i ever had to the harsh reality of my life. Strange co-incidences : I feel lighter (not that my weight permits)...my heart feels better and safer. I feel protected and shielded with the care and love of people who understand the true meaning of friendship. A lot of negagtivity filled me when i walked into the Tavera that carried 11 budding managers (we toughly squeezed ourselves on our way thorugh the two and half hours journey) and i walked out a free spirit (i guess thats what alchohol does to you) ;) who had puked and puked and puked and flushed all the dirt that my mind carried. Just like someone pressing the f5 button (refresh)
"I need a break...i need a break" was the mantra before I could know the real 'jaap' for my heart was to be "i need a make"....- a make up for my soul, a patch that had to be sewed. A hurt that would leave its scar but would make me smile through the passage of time. I knew that my past held incidents and people I regretted but someone told me " Dont regret what happened...they were your decisions and if you respect your being you would respect them too"....Tough philosophies to digest but trust me they are worth a million dollars. "I dont regret no more"
A lot of bad things happen with a lot of people around the world. They face the worst of events and yet move on with colours in life. They come out with such beautiful smiles seeing through the toughest times.  Today morning i read something (i dont remember the exact words..it went sumthing like that)
"Walk the world as if you rule the world
or else dont care who does and yet walk on again..
thats called attitude...."
I always listened to what my heart told me was right, even though  they turned my life Topsy turvy. But this day thanks to my people back home and here in my life i know i can sail through tsunami waves and the toughest sun that can ever shine on my head.
Just like what i read on Tavi's t shirt ....."life just got more colurful"