Shades

The shades of my thougths
I cannot add color to them
they arent blind, they have a vision
But thoughts i fear might turn to desires
I think...do desires have strenght?
Or do they fire our minds at paces
We wish not to run at.
The shades of my memories
I cannot add them to my present
Memoirs brings tears
My present wouldnt let them exist here
I belive they are better in their grave
Lying deep within the dungeons of time...
The shades of different people
Seem to lurk in my heart
After a long time...
Those people whom i have buried deep
Down the walls of my heart
Why do they play hide and seek?
Why do they fall apart?
May be my heart refuses to forget!!
Shades of my life get divided
Into various aspect
Shades they are where no oolors may survive
They run thorugh memories
People and my desires
Make me feel Dead...
Even when i am Alive.