The question Lies….How many times

How many times you thought you could escape the pain
And how many times you saved your emotions
Going in vain
How many times could to stop the blood oozing out?
How many times you could clear your doubts?
How many times could you smile after having shed tears?
How many times could you calm down?
After having faced your fears?
How many times….???
The question lies…
Could you dare?
Could you care?
Could you justify?
What went wrong?
Why did it go wrong?
Were you at fault or as some one told me today?
You fell prey –
“A victim of circumstances”
How many times you believed …
You thought you were right
Yet thrown back into your shell
Once again for a lonely fight
Where you are the looser and the winner is you
And yet when one would decipher
How many times did they see you?
How many times did you shout?
How many times you cried out loud?
How many times were you heard?
How many times were you scarred?
You were called a cur…
You were trampled…
How many times did you take efforts?
How many times did you struggle?
How many times could you say.. “ I can”
And when you couldn’t you blamed His plan
The question still lies…
How many times did you try…???
How many times I asked..??
And how many times did I cry...